its not supposed to be a race but a rollercoaster ride

"You cant just sit back while on a rollercoaster, youre supposed to raise your arms up and scream your heart out to enjoy the ride."

the saying "life is a rollercoaster ride" doesnt exist just because some random group of kids or a gang of slightly delusional senile people came up with this, just because it sounded cool. the ups, the downs, the unexpected turns, the head burning loops that make u clinch on that metal bar theyve provided you. its all part of the rush, and you cant just sit back damnit..you have to feel where it hurts, feel where it seems like youre flying,

you have to know that when the ride turns left the edge of your seat hits your hips..and you feel the pain and when the ride stops at the highest point of the rollercoaster letting you know its about to take you down..you let it all out while you scream so effing loud it makes you feel like youre on a high..like you can breath better..like its the best thing in the world..you let go! and its the best feeling one can expirience..

and when you ride it again, you know youre supposed to hangon before the ride turns left again so it doesnt hit your hip and you scream louder than before right when it rushes down from that highest point..

damnit. you cant just sit back like they tell you to, you cant just do what other people expect, life is not about this one path where everyone heads to, where other people are competing so effing hard to reach the finish line when the most worth remembering is the run, people expect certain things just because theyve done it or because everyone else does, those people make it seem wrong when you go through the rugged muddy part instead of staying on the concrete path, and frankly, fuck that..you arent supposed to give a shit! do what you feel like and do it good, with all fucking conviction, becuase when you look back, whatever youve done, whether it be an achievement or a mistake, no regrets made, you can be proud of it becuase you believed in it..

so fuck that, fuck sitting back and conforming or you wont be able to feel the rush, you wont be able to hit your hip then ride it again and enjoy the ride without beaten hips, and you wont be able to feel that heart raising moment and learning when to scream the loudest, when to hang on to that person beside you, when to close your eyes and feel the wind on your face...that one little thing that makes life so effing bomb..that one little thing that makes life worthwhile.

when you get on that rollercoaster ride..its not about finishing the ride, its about that feeling you get, that feeling when youre laughing and talking about it with your friends, how you screamed so effing loud, how you bumped your hip and effing hurt, how you just want to hurl right there and then..thats the only reason why we ride that thing over and over again anyway.


*somewhere in here is a rant, i know you can feel it*

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